lost

My friend we've shared our lives
your gone as you do
I wait for a call, an e-mail, a word from you
are you doing ok, are thing going you way
do you think of me or is your mind free
free from thought of the good times we've had
free from the thought of relationships so bad
when will i hear from you again
I miss you my good friend

Shit Bag

Run your life like a burning candle
And burn 'til the wax is gone
Fuck over your friends
deceive your employer
Go kick a puppy and feel good about it
Laugh at the most inappropriate time
Tell someone their baby is ugly
Send a pizza to someone's house
Take a shit on your neighbor's lawn
Fart in a crowded elevator
Mail fake love letters between two of your friends
Do anything you can image.


If life is but a stage,
then why shouldn't you be the main character?
Live it up at the expense of others.
Why not?
Don't you feel like an extra for someone else?
Feels like, when it suits them, they pull you off the shelf?
Go look in the mirror and take a good look at yourself.
Done?
If you agree, your nothing but a shitbag.
When karma catches up, you'll definitely be wearing one.

all alone

I am alone on this blog no one writes shit, I thought this was a good idea but i guess not,
being alone does bother me, i'm always with someone however I don't like too many people, crowds of mumbles and tight spaces , crying babies, old people who walk slow, YES we all were crying babies at one time and god willing we will be old someday but they're both annoyingand necesery.

being alone the silence only broken by the unknown,
waiting ,
lisen, is that ringing i here
no thats just me
every day it hurts
my time
me time what to do
what fulfills
makes me whole
food never cures the hunger
sex only sooths the beast
i need more
of what
more joy
no no
perminence
things that don't change
will happiness follow
will my soul rest
will love out last death
i don't know
i know that one day is all each of us has ....................................................................