all alone

I am alone on this blog no one writes shit, I thought this was a good idea but i guess not,
being alone does bother me, i'm always with someone however I don't like too many people, crowds of mumbles and tight spaces , crying babies, old people who walk slow, YES we all were crying babies at one time and god willing we will be old someday but they're both annoyingand necesery.

being alone the silence only broken by the unknown,
waiting ,
lisen, is that ringing i here
no thats just me
every day it hurts
my time
me time what to do
what fulfills
makes me whole
food never cures the hunger
sex only sooths the beast
i need more
of what
more joy
no no
perminence
things that don't change
will happiness follow
will my soul rest
will love out last death
i don't know
i know that one day is all each of us has ....................................................................