being current

As I try to remember why I'm here it occurs to me
that is unimportant in the struggle
it is past, it is stagnant, unchangeable, immovable
I should not think about why I can walk
I should walk
I should not think about why I talk
I should speak
I should not think about why I can
I should do
It is unnecessary to remember as long as you retain the important
we were not meant to remember every moment of everyday
that is too burdensome a task for life
life is the moving in a forward directing into the unknown
with the knowledge of the past to guild us to the right path,
That is why I wonder
where did I loss my way or if I am lost at all
because I can not turn around
I feel very lost
I feel very scared
I feel like I'm never going to find my way out
so what do I do?
sit and wait for death's cold hand or
do I walk blindly into the obis called life
with nothing but what I carry....